Sister,
I am Manoharan. As you told body and soul.

"Brother do you know why I say you don't come here?. "
"Purely suspicion due to slight body consciousness. Need any explanation?"

"While He was in Rasleela  at Rasmandalam other Gopis
didn't recognise that He is in jokes with other Gopis also. Only one Radha knew it and
quarreled with Him and ran to her residence.
One day as an unquenchable eager to see her, Krishna visited her house. She asked Him " Many
times I told you don't come here brother."

Sister once you told me that "Everything will be OK brother" while I told you about from
where will we get money to flourish Baba's messages while I told to recommend me to help me
to recruit BKs to join in that Bobanum Moliyum network scheme. That encouraged me to fulfil
my ambition.
Few months back I came to BK Nisha to give her my "Voice of Angels 101 mp3 devotional songs
CD" which I downloaded from Anand brothers website which he allowed free downloading. I take
12 hours continues task to download it. Anand brothers SMS
tempted me to see her to finish all my sins towards her.

But she neglected that CD and get me out from Baba room with unfinished Rajyoga meditation
and told me to do meditation in my residence and don't come there.
All my expectations are in vain.
From that incident I came to the conclusion that BKs all are dislike me.

Next days sms was encouraging one. So I know that few BKs loves me.

Storms of maya no problem.
Is maya ugly.
Damage caused by them for my physical organs is also not new threat.
My physical organs are decaying day by day.
Sister knows it.
Once a cancer specialist brother came to our centre from Mount Abu I consulted him for my
problem.
At that time shouting of above told maya was terrific for contacting him without the prior
appointment of charge sister.
Sister was witness.
Physical attack is not also new.
Once she send me a written letter that they will arrange my funeral if I contact my beloved
sister in future.
So no problem in attack.


About 15 years ago I joined Brahmakumaris and studied Rajyoga Meditation under the expert
teaching of Kerala's Dadis Mini Bahan, Pankajam Bahan and  Nisha.Bahan. From Minni sister I came
to know the existence of Atma in me and it encouraged me to stick on BK.

I joined BK not as accidentally. It was an instrument of Baba. While Mini sister etc come to
Alappuzha to discuss with Mr. Radhakrishna Reddiar of Sowbhagya, Mullackal to start BK
centre at Alleppey, I was in his residence at that time. I was studying  there Transcendental Meditation of
Maharshi Mahesh Yogi. Reddiar Sir was the tutor of Alleppey of Transcendental
Meditation of Maharshi Mahesh Yogi. Thus I was a the first witness to start BKcentre at Alleppey.
So my connection with BKS is an command of Baba in me.

Sister, I now also following you because you are the only one person who really under stand
me. As we have only few hours contact at BK centre Alleppey while in Murli classes your Atma's compatibility with my Atma is divine.

From I started in connecting BKS my monicious problem was worsening. I sold Rs. 30 lakh
valued property for Rs. 7 lakhs in order to solve my financial liabilities.After that
incident again my financial condition weakened. Now my liabilities are about 8 lakhs.
Baba making me poor because to test BKS.
Bks function are not satisfied by Baba.
Do you remember my brother late Mr. Satheesh an ardent BK. His mother usually told me that
their family is ruined after he joined BKS.
So I says that our BKS have seen some serious problem by Baba.
Baba bestow upon me the duty to transform BKs ego and empower me to mould and control BKS to
lead to Satyug.
Perhaps my poverty and thus this letter Baba done.

As I told in past everything need money and you agreed.
My ration retail shop is an utter failure. Ilost more than Rs. 10000/- per month in it. If I got a continuous flow of money from the sales of products in the following leaflet Ican resign from ration shop and shall able to meditate every time.
So to extend my life need sympathy from BKS.
Take
Help me by circulating the printouts of the following circular to get some continuous orders for my products.
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http://mano.bizhat.com/superbooks.htm

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